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Blank slates and spiritual interventions
A blank slate
Many years ago, I learnt the term, tabula rasa, or blank slate. Are we really born into this world blank? Do we really know absolutely nothing? Watching a new born baby this is easy to believe. If a baby could talk as soon as it is born, I wonder what it could tell us.
Due to a cat charm on my bracelet, I’m having premonitions, being able to change destinies I’m not sure if its a curse or a blessing. The last few weeks have been an education, after visiting Mrs Zintalis in her quaint shop with Paul, it appears I’ve been chosen. A messenger between God and the devil, preventing things that shouldn’t happen from happening.
Mrs Zintalis believes that we are not all born blank. I’ve always believed John Locke’s tabula rasa theory, this was in conflict. A great philosophical debate and why was I chosen?
Today I’m going back to the shop by myself. There’s something greater here, and I need to discuss it, without Paul sniggering at her bizarre beliefs. Gazing around the room I can hear Betsy and Paul giggling, life is good. If I didn’t have this gift then I would never have had a premonition warning me about Paul. It seems there is a thin line between life and death.
Savouring the last dregs of my coffee, I pick up my phone and car keys. Shouting bye to my family, I grab my warm coat and race out of the door.
The shop
Thirty minutes later I’m stood in the musty smell of the shop queue. Nodding at me, Mrs Zintalis, waved her hand and called her assistant to help at the checkout. She then motioned me into a small but organised back room, and pulled up two wooden high backed chairs.
“So, what is happening, more premonitions?” she asked,
“Yes, but I’m so confused, how does this all work, why me?”
“As we are alone, I can talk to you properly. Months ago, I had a strange dream, I saw a woman bring me a charm to be sold in my shop. It had to be given to a tall man, about forty called Paul, and it was meant for his partner. I asked the woman why, and she said, she has a job to do. Life on earth has gone wrong, the spirits are needing you to help us find her.
People are coming to heaven too soon, we are sending people back and they are telling stories back on earth. We need to get the right people to heaven, those truly destined and ready to die. A few days later the same woman arrived in my shop with the charm, she said she had found it and she knew she must bring it to me. At the time I was surprised, but I’ve had time to understand this better”
“So, this is more than a messenger, its putting people on their right life timelines.”
“Yes, that’s more like it, the premonitions you are having come from the spirit world. If you are a sceptic it’s hard to believe but please do believe.”
Having seen Paul’s death and saving him and others since, I know she is telling the truth. There’s so much I think that we can’t begin to understand.
Old souls
“Can you explain again about tabula rasa”?
“John Locke’s blank slate?”
“Yes, why aren’t we born blank?”
“Some are, but have you heard of an old soul?”
“Yes, so what does that mean?”
“I believe that when people die, they go to heaven which is all around us. They are on a different plain but are with us, hence why medium’s can communicate with them, or people report seeing signs from them. People can stay in heaven for many years but at some point, they may decide to come back to earth. This is reincarnation as they are reborn and a baby. That soul still carries all the memories from previous lives, hence all the stories of reincarnation.”
“Wow, you believe all that?”
“Well, I haven’t heard a better explanation, this life is too complex to just end, surely. There are babies born blank, but they are brand new souls, how many are new or old that’s a whole other unknown.”
“So, will our loved ones that have gone before us, give up waiting for us?”
“Unlikely, time is different in heaven and they are still with you, I assure you they will wait.”
A job
I thought of my grandmother and my religious studies lessons, I still didn’t know why me, but I did understand more about what had happened. I never thought that I would ever be communicating with the spirit world and literally changing lives, but this is exactly what I am doing.
Sobbing and wiping my eyes I said,
“Thank you for talking to me about this, am I alright to talk with you again.”
The little lady smiled at me warmly,
“Of course, love, you are doing the Lords work just carry on and follow your visions. There is so much we don’t understand but we need to work together with the information we have got.”
Standing up I picked up my coat, and thanked her again.
Walking back to the car, I replayed our conversation. This whole thing is unbelievable and its happening to me right now, all I can do is follow the messages and continue changing the world a life at a time. If I explained all this to Paul he would laugh, so for now I will keep it to myself, this is my job now and I’m strangely happy to be a link between God and earth.
For first part of this story see, A charm bracelet and a strange shop
Written for Blog Battle – Blank
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My loss in a cold lonely winter
My loss
As the garden became a cold white carpet and the trees battled with the ice wind, I stirred my hot chocolate grateful that today I’m at home. After all my stress headaches of the last month, things need to get better. How can they though? Things will never be the same ever again. Losing Sophia was a tragedy, I can’t leave the house., my feeling of loss is too much. Too tied up in my lake of tears, I can’t continue anymore. Comfort eating, I’m getting chocolate delivered, my tyre is steadily growing around my waist, but doesn’t give me a headache like alcohol.
So, what happened? Sophia was my best friend, my confidant. I’ve known her all thirty years of my life. It had always been Sophia and Emily, and now I’m alone. The night her mum phoned me sobbing, my world ended. We said we would be sisters forever, but now someone had killed her. Seeing her face on the news was devastating but worse her killer is still out there. How am I supposed to get through this? The cold wet snow fits my mood.
Hearing my mobile buzz, I knew who it was, Weezley Wayne was not someone I want to talk to. The day Sophia told me about him, she spoke as if he was the one. I’d never trusted him, I thought she deserved better. The police had interviewed him as a suspect, but had then let him go.
Terry
With everything that has happened, he was struggling to focus on his work. Fixing cars was all he wanted to do, but the events of the last few weeks had changed things, maybe forever. Sophia was dead, a special lady now gone. Their small group was broken, Wayne was not taking calls and he didn’t want to see the others. A murdered girlfriend changes a man, Terry didn’t know how to help him.
Watching the news reports, Terry had his suspicions, tonight he would begin his own investigation and the Red Griffin would be the start.
The Red Griffin
Once a place for families, new ownership meant it was the roughest place in the city. All the gangs meet there and fights are frequent. There is talk of the council closing it, but its just talk.
As Terry arrived, snow was falling thick and fast, a stabbing pain went through his chest, was the murderer in the pub? Ordering a beer he gasped as it seared his throat on the way down. Needing courage, he ordered another. Watching the ‘Blue Cobras’ arrive, he ordered a shot of whisky. Listening to them laughing he realised he needed to slow down on the drink.
The reputation of the ‘Cobras’ was that they were the toughest brutes in the city. It was just a few weeks ago that Wayne angered their gang leader. He knew they were likely to be the murderer. Stories about them, made others run away from them. Wayne had instigated a fight, he had suffered threats and a broken arm. Terry knew they had to be the perpetrators.
The bell ringing last orders signalled time to finish his drink and grab his jacket. Watching the gang leave, he wondered what he was doing. He had no fighting skills so if they caught him, things would not go well.
Following at a distance he could hear their screams and shouts. Full of beer and confidence, nothing was getting in their way. On reaching the deserted scrapyard Terry was surprised to see them climb over the high metal fence. This was surely not a meeting place but there they were. Deciding that following them would not be wise, he pulled out his phone and sent a message, hesitating, he heard a loud scream as his head suddenly hurt and the world went black.
Evening
It had been a long day of eating chocolate and depression. As I was considering giving up and going to bed, I heard my phone. Checking my messages I saw it was Terry, it read,
“At Bridgeport scrap yard, followed the ‘Blue Cobra’ gang from the ‘Red Griffin’ pub, I think they know who killed Sophia.”
I messaged back,
“Terry be careful, don’t be stupid”. I felt sick, what if they had killed Sophia? Terry could be next and now he was not responding.
Not sure what to do, I dialled 999.
The ‘Blue Cobra’ gang
Under the police radar, Detective Inspector Mills was desperate to find something to bring the ‘Cobra’s’ to justice. They were wanted for crimes but there was never enough incriminating evidence. As his police mobile rang, he took a deep breath, looking at his beautiful wife Miranda sleeping soundly, he knew she would be waking alone again.
News on the ‘Blue Cobra’s in the scrapyard filled him with excitement, then the news of something maybe happening to Terry, nausea swept over him. Holding his head, he hoped tonight they would finally be able to lock them away.
A while later he arrived at the yard, nothing could have prepared him for what happened next. As the snow was steadily falling on the scene, it should have been calm. Instead it was the shouting of police officers and gang members being handcuffed. A tall brown-haired man lay outside in a lake of blood, he presumed this was Terry . He wasn’t prepared for the two further bodies, this was it they were going down for years.
As the officers investigated, they found Wayne, dead, linking the gang to Sophia. However, the evidence still didn’t add up. Why was Sophia not found in the scrapyard? And who whacked Terry? The gang were denying knowledge of killing Wayne, the other was a dead gang member found in the yard office, there was more to this case.
Emily
So here I am, a week later, the police have been here again. I’m angry with myself for ignoring Wayne and now him and Terry are dead. As the police and forensics further checked the yard more information came to light as it always did.
Sophia and I didn’t know much about Wayne and this now proved it. It was found that the gang had killed a fellow “Cobra” but they were innocent of the other murders, Wayne we have learnt was married, and his wife has a psychotic brother called Mark. The brother killed the lover Sophia, and then Wayne. Terry its assumed got in the way, Mark didn’t want him entering the scrapyard and finding Wayne. He didn’t count on Terry messaging me before he was killed.
The snow is now clearing and my garden no longer looks like a picture postcard. I’m never going to forget Sophia and one day things may seem better. They say time heals, I’m not so sure, but I’m glad that her murderer is being brought to justice. I regret not talking to Wayne, maybe he had already worked it out before he was killed, I will never know. For now, I need to get myself off my settee, put on my warm coat, scarf and hat and go for a walk, I need to get on with my life, despite my loss, a day at a time which is all I can do.
Written for Writers Unite! photo prompt
For more see, My new old bike a murder and gratitude






